when i think of him I'm lost in a daze
when i see him i melt
when i hear his voice i crumble
when his attention is on me its like nothing else matters
and i get this amazing feeling in my stomach
and then i remember
i can never have him again
and instead of being lost in a daze
I'm lost in a forest
i melt into a puddle of mud
like my empty brown eyes
i crumble into a pile of dust
soon to be blown away by the wind
and the feeling turns into a sharp twisting pain
and starts eating me alive
continuing me on my path of self destruction
